Into the unknown...

The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? Though an army encamp against me, my heart shall not fear; though war rise up against me, yet I will be confident - Psalm 27: 1,3

Heading to the place where I will spend my next 6 months today...Lots of fears are persisting in my heart. Chances are that I will never again enter a place as dark as the place I am entering today and for some reason I am looking forward to it. While I have never stopped loving God I have begun to stray from him. I am looking forward to the growth I will hopefully experience from only relying on God in a dark period. I pray that he blesses me with a safe return. I literally have nothing to fear....

I miss my love. I miss what we had this summer. I look forward to being with her again.